last week (or maybe it was the week before... - doesn't matter, not important) i was running on the treadmill and this song came up on my playlist. something about that moment just felt like full on magic - and this whole thought came like a matrix download all at once right into my belly. as i ran, listening to the story of the lyrics, i felt so energized - my pace quickened and i ran my little heart out on that treadmill, completely buoyed by what God has done in my life. it was one of those moments where i felt i could've run through a wall and kept running forever!
I was born in a thunderstorm*
my parents were teenagers. she loved him, he didn't love her back. he wasn't there the day we arrived. twin girls.
he came back after a while and they were married. he was drug addicted, violent, abusive to her. she fled when we were 2yo, along with my baby brother, then less than 6mo old.
a brave move for a frightened girl. I grew up overnight we lived in poverty, dependent…
sunday morning in church the pastor shared with us two dreams that had been given to two of their intercessors.
in the one dream, a person stood before two fields, one in front of the other. in the first field, there were six alligators, representing big mouths.
gossip criticism complaint grumbling contempt negativity murmuring life-sucking in the field beyond them was a whale spouting water from its belly, representing the DEEP things of God. to get to the deep things of God, we've got to get past our mouths. to get to the deep things of God, i've got to get past my mouth. James says it like this:
those who consider themselves religious and yet do not keep a tight rein on their tongues deceive themselves, and their religion is worthless. james 1:26 worthless. the tongue is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. it corrupts the whole body, sets the whole course of one's life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell. james 3:6
a wildfire. set on fire by hell. not one for mincing …
I got this catalog in the mail this week and immediately went weak in the knee area.
So many things to love, I could devote an entire Sunday Six to it... and so I have. Lucky you.
one Look! Shelves with LADDERS!! Oh Mercedes. [mer-cuh-dees] I love these. I need two please, to "faux flank" my sofa, which is a term I just made up to mean I want them positioned against the imaginary wall with a big space between them, with my imaginary sofa out in front of them, not between them in a "traditional flank".
I'd put all my favorite books on the top shelves just so I could shimmy up the ladders mo' often. two I really like tufted sofas.
Duck cloth in Fog, please.
The love fires are burnin' down the house. three
I love them. They love me.
Our love for each other runneth deep.
This one is double good. It bears two of my favorite …